Friday, February 25, 2011

Why not take a crazy chance?


‘The most prolific period of pessimism comes at twenty-one, or thereabouts, when the first attempt is made to translate dreams into reality’ – Spot on!!

A worrywart always keeps looking for the flaw in every plan instead of looking at the endless horizon of opportunities beyond. It is so ironic that at 21, when we’re at that juncture in life when we are mature enough to comprehend what drives us in life, what we have visualized for ourselves, what is it that we crave for every single day, all that has made us who we are and who we want to be, we live in fear to chase those dreams. We choose to lord and subsist resembling those who choose to lead a comfy life filled with compromises than mould our luck and destiny to the silhouette of what looks perfect to our eyes.

Pessimism is only for those who do not have the fortitude to stand tall when there is a warning of a tempest, let alone when it strikes. It is mere testimony that you don’t have faith in yourself.

The manifestation of the visions you see, while asleep are way more beautiful when you’re living it. Why not take a crazy chance, especially when the chance is for you? Why not give love a chance when it might make life beautiful for you? Why not give your dreams a chance when they might spin the fairy tale for you?

I hope to see a world full of dreamers who have the guts to pursue their dreams than settle for the snippets of another’s dream.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

The Dreamer..: Not a mere spectator.

The Dreamer..: Not a mere spectator.: "Sometimes it just feels right to talk your heart out to certain people not knowing whether or not it is actually right, but the feeling ge..."

Not a mere spectator.


Sometimes it just feels right to talk your heart out to certain people not knowing whether or not it is actually right, but the feeling gets you to pour your heart out. It could do two things – One, make you feel so much better without even knowing it or two, mess up your head contemplating whether or not you’ve done the right thing by trusting that person so much with something so delicate. When you’re on the listening end, it could again do two things, one, make you feel heaps better knowing that you could be there for someone and that you are trusted enough for someone to tell you something so personal or two, get mind-fucked thinking about all that he or she has been through and imagine yourself in that situation; the latter being the more frequent of the two. Here I was on the listening end and I have to say I was moved, moved by the strength of that girl who has been through so much. People that emerge out of that situation of having gone through 'shit' and want to live; who want to see the good in the world are the ones who have seen the possible worst. They are people who possess not only the determination and zeal to overpower every ghastly incident but fight it and live a life they’ve dreamed off. Those are the people who achieve and do great things in life. They are achievers, not mere spectators who feel helpless by circumstances.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

A Bittersweet Recollection..


Something outlandish happened yesterday. It was bizarre, that feeling. Sometimes you can’t exactly comprehend the reason behind certain feelings and what exactly drives you into feeling them. I read somebody’s message in my inbox and out of the blue a thought crept up that maybe, I was living in a world of futility – Nobody and nothing meant anything. That feeling of emptiness is daunting, not because you’re alone in that feeling, but because you feel that you have nothing worth living for. It was then I wished, I lived in a world with no ‘if’s, ‘but’s and ‘maybe’s. I was actually having a debate within me! I thought then, where is the point if you don’t have anything; to live for, to strive towards, to give all you have and ultimately to make it all worth it? In the deep confines of my mind, I knew that I was all alone in that feeling, but then I thought maybe not. There must be millions of people around the world that feel helpless and vulnerable every single minute. Then, what is it that differentiates all of us, because clearly nobody is the same? It is faith; Faith in oneself, one’s passion and one’s dreams. It comes down to one’s ability to stand tall unbeaten by the tempest that strikes. Relishing a victory in the dearth of a challenge is as good as winning the Cricket World Cup, playing against the Minnow teams. It’s not a feeling that you’d relish for long! Where is the point if you get everything easy and just as you demand it? The achievements that matter the most are the ones wherein nobody believes in it, but you, where people deride you, tell you every single day that you’re being an idiot to even think of it. Only people such would know the true essence of victory!

'Gotta love that'll never die
Gotta love that'll never die
No, no, I'm a lucky girl!'

Monday, February 14, 2011

This one is for you Brett.

I don’t need a reason or a special day to express my love to the one around whom my life revolves. For the record, here it goes.

Since the day I saw you, there was something about you that kept me glued to you. I was too naïve back then to understand what you meant to me. I thought you were like every other teenage crush that I had, but apparently not. The day I first met you, 3rd October 2007, was the day I realized that dreams are not merely visions; they are meant to be lived. The next time we met in 2008, I realized how amazing it was to have believed that I would see you again. It was more special than the last time. When I met you in 2009, I was convinced enough about the element of lucky charms existing after you won that final match of the CLT20 and you were adjudged Man of the Match and series. When I met you last year, I figured that none of it was coincidence of sorts or sheer luck. It all has happened for a reason, for the greater good and to prove something to me. If you believe in what you want and have enough faith to carry on; you can turn the world around. You have turned my world around. Every year has been better than the earlier one. I will never give up on you, I hope you know that. I love you beyond my existence and beyond the comprehension of the common mind and I always will. You have given me more than one reason to live, more than one vision to see and most of all, taught me to believe! Thank you, love! Happy Valentines! :)

This is for you like I told you once earlier…

‘And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
.’